Memoria de mis putas tristes

"...es un triunfo de la vida que la memoria de los viejos se pierda para las cosas que no son esenciales, pero que raras veces falle para las que de verdad nos importan."

"No hay un anciano que olvide dónde escondió su tesoro"

OH MY GOSH IM BACK

So, it's been MONTHS and MONTHS since I've blogged. I guess I just completely forgot about it while at school. It's been a crazy semester. I really haven't had time. I say that, and in the back of mymind I am thinking, "ya right you liar! You are addicted to thefacebook.com. If you have time for that then you have time to blog". Ya well, shut up self. I have to say somehting to make me feel better.

De todos modos, aquí estoy, otra vez en AZ. BUeno, me lo estoy pasando bien, pero la verdad es que estoy muy aburrido. Tengo que encontrar algo...joer, paso todo el tiempo pensando en un CHICA, como siempre. ¿por qué tengo que ser tan subnormal? Será que estoy girl crazy, pero no veo nada malo en eso, bueno nada menos el hecho de que siempre piense en chavas.

What if I just call it quits on girls. Not a bad idea if you ask me. I can just play music all the time...become a hermit and study a lot. I think thats what you have to do to be good anyway.

In other news I saw Alice COoper and Ted Nugent tonight. INSANITY! That man can rock. I think I may have learned some new rock star moves. And Glen Campbell...holy smokes that man can play the guitar. Well, ya me cansé. Ojalá escirba pronto. Ya veremos eh.

Here I am again...

..on my owwwwn!!!! Or just here I am. Im a horrible blogger person....seriously. I just keep forgeting about the darn thing. That, and I kinda broke the computer last week. One thing that really sucks about being home for the summer is that I have a mom again...not that I didnt before, but I mean she isn't just somebody I call every few days to say hello...now she is yelling at me to clean things, fix things, put things away. Sheesh.

I break things. DVD players, computers, chairs, hearts, chainsaws. I had a bad week I guess, but in other brighter, happier news I got an interview for the job I REALLY REALLY want. Weeee.

Y ya veremos si consigo trabajo. Lo que pasa es que ya me queda un poco más de dos meses y claro que nadie quiere una persona que solo pueda trabajar dos putos meses. Ay ay ay que vida esta. Ya no sé que hacer. Ahorita estoy esperando (sentado) a unos amigos para ir a ver un concierto. Creo que ya llegaremos tarde pero estas cosas pasan... Que malo se ha puesto mi español. :( Bueno ya viene la eva y podré hablar más por fin. Y eso....en fin... ando aburrido...esperando a algo...no sé que. ç

La guitarra ya no me da el placer como antes. Es un plateau...anda ...como se dice esto? Me falta algo en la vida ahora...bueno ya me voy

I think Im gonna be...

...sick. Bleh. I can hardly even talk to 'her' anymore. She has become so apathetic towards...everything it seems. The thought of her going out with other guys drives me insane, but in the long run I know it doesn't matter. I just want to skip the whole part where I feel bad.

In other news... atleast Im not David Lee Roth. More later. Promise.

SHE'S RIGHT SHE'S RIGHT

I guess it can't all be in spanish. The thing is sometimes you just can't say what you want in one language so you have to mix it up. Mmm hmm. I have a little bit of spare time right now, but later I am going to see the michael moore documentary. I have to say I'm a little excited to see it. I like to see all sides of whatever topic. Seems like there are a lot of people who aren't very big fans of Mr. Moore. A friend of mine introduced me to Michael Savage the other day... he was telling about how this guy is so smart and how he had a good perspective on the war. Bueno. I listened to his show the next day on the radio and all I can say is that he is, for sure, a racist idiot. I have to be careful with the word idiot though. He is a doctor. Dr. Idiot as far as I'm concerned. I couldn't believe some of the hateful garbage that came out of his mouth. I didn't know there were people like him! People say we have overcome racism in the U.S. but this guy assures me we have a way to go. This also makes me think that maybe some people are just too smart for their own good. Well, there are many different ways to measure intellegence. It's just hard to believe somebody who has their doctorate from Berkeley (who knows what for...bio something)...somebody who has the ability to perform research on a professional scientific level.. could be so stupid. Or maybe I'm the idiot... I just don't feel like killing other people is ever right. (and obviosly this would go for both sides)

Besides prove to me that he is racist, the only other thing Dr. Savage talked about was puppy training and where he was going on vacation. He really liked to talk about how popular he was becoming. Which I guess means a lot of people listen to this guy. Im just praying that they listen because they can't believe the garbage he says, and not because america is as conservative as Michael Savage. Yikes. Yes. I think thats it. I can remember I used to listen to Howard Stern every morning and I didn't even like him. I only wanted to hear what he would do next. Maybe it's like this.

A lo mejor todo el mundo estará riendose de él. Me parece posible.

Mala gente

tu me pides que te deje ahora ahora
ahora cuando más te necesito
tu me dices que este amor se fue al olvido ahora
ahora cuando yo ya no te olvido

tu me pides que seamos solo amigos amigos
y a mi no me interesa ser tu amigo
tu me dices que este amor ha sido malo
que malo que dices eso pero que bueno que se acabó

Mala gente
te burlaste de mis sentimientos y ahora te lamentas
mala gente
vas a pagarla caro porque a mi tu ya no me interesas
mala gente
porque tu eres una mentirosa y una
mala gente
y en el infierno enterita enterita te vas a quemar

mentirosa mala gente

tu me pides que regrese ahora ahora
y ahora es a mi a quien no le importa
tu me pides que seamos más que amigos amigos
y amigos para que si no hay cariño

hoy por fin me he dado cuenta de tu engaño
de tu mala calaña y tanto mal que me hiciste tu

mala gente
te burlaste de mis sentimientos y ahora te lamentas
mala gente
vas a pagarla caro porque a mí tú ya no me interesas
mala gente
porque tu eres una mentirosa y una
mala gente
y en el infierno enterita enterita te vas a quemar

mala gente
te burlaste de mis sentimientos y ahora te lamentas
mala gente
vas a pagarla caro porque a mí tú ya no me interesas
mala gente
porque tu eres una mentirosa y una
mala gente
y en el infierno enterita enterita te vas a quemar

mala gente
el día en que tu naciste cariño
mala gente
ese día nacieron todas mis penas
mala gente
mala gente
en el infierno enterita enterita te vas a quemarrrrrr

Guess whos back in the mutha F'in house

Awwweeee yeahhhh. Well, I kinda forgot about the bloggage for a few days, lets see whats up...
I still need a job. Bien. I have some big decisions to make this week. Bleeeeh I don't even want to think about it... Me dieron una inyeccion por el hombro. Se supone que ahora ya no me dolerá. Pero todavía tengo que elegir... Bueno si juego futbol no tendré tiempo libre, no podré hacer estudios especificos...eh... Es que ahora me pregunto si será por mi o porque quiero que mis entrenadores sean felices... que mis amigos estén contentos. Y la verdad es que no lo sé. No sé que hacer. No quiero que nadie se enoje conmigo pero es mi vida y a veces se me olvida esto. Tendría que cortarme las uñas y dejar la guitarra flamenca unos meses. Vamos tendría que dejar la guitarra unos meses y ya quiero estudiarla más fuerte. Y hijo puta todavía no sé si mi hombro está bien. Psssh... creo que sería más fácil si necesitara cirugia. Bueno. Tiempo me dará la respuesta. Ojala tuviera un señal!!!! Pos ya está...ya veremos muy pronto.

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IM NOT TOO SURE ABOUT THIS

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Ha. I imagine this is better than boston (the other city I almost was). I was really hoping for Bellingham though jeje.

Estoy hasta los cojones con todooo

No voy tan mal como el título sugiere. La verdad es que estoy cansado y ya está. Hablé con la ex novia. Vamos casi ex novia. Me hizo sentir mal. Es que veo que ya no le importo nada. Pero al mismo tiempo sé que...pos sé que no sé nada. En serio, así será mejor. Necesito tiempo leeeejos de ella. ja COmo si ya no hubiera hecho eso. En fin.

I´ve spent the majority of today doing nothing. Summer laziness. Oh man, especially with this heat. Its hard to walk outside! I went swimming with some old high school friends. Interesting. Next week I have tests for a new job so I have been studying as much as I can. Thats a lie. I need to study more. Maybe I´ll do that now....

Manáaaaa

déjame entrar en la alberca de tus ojos
déjame entrar en la alberca de tu ombligo
yo no te obligo nena
déjame entrar

déjame entrar en toditos tus rincones
déjame entrar en toditas tus pasiones
déjame entrar a tu alma
déjame entrar

quiero vivir en tus muslos ser tu dueño
quiero vivir en la casa de tus sueños
yo quiero todo contigo
déjame entrar

dicen que soy un hippy indecente
no me importa lo que diga la gente
solo me importas tuuu
déjame entrar

deja clavarme ya
en la alberca de tus ojos
deja clavarme ya
en la alberca de tu ombligo
deja clavarme ya
en la alberca de tu oido
deja clavarme ya y dejame entrar

déjame entrar en la alberca de tus ojos
déjame entrar en la alberca de tu ombligo
no te obligo nena nonononono
déjame entrar

quiero vivir en tus muslos ser tu dueño
quiero vivir en la casa de tus sueños
yo quiero todo contigo todo déjame entrar

deja clavarme ya
en la alberca de tus ojos
deja clavarme ya
en la alberca de tu ombligo
deja clavarme ya
en la alberca de tu oido
deja clavarme ya
déjame entrar

THE SECOND POST!!!

Haha. I promise I'll bring a more interesting title next time. What a day. I just got home (4am) and I am dead tired. I lifted weights with my buddy scot today and about died. It was one of those things where you think...Oh ya, Im in great shape... then you find out real quick that you got yourself into some trouble. I ended up throwing up outside of club sar. :) haha better luck next time I guess.

Tonight I played an open mic with Nick at a bar called the Blooze. Cool name. Lame crowd. It was fun though. Nicks gotten a lot better and even has his little following now. If anybody ever reads this... check him out www.nickheward.com If he ever gets his head on straight he might do something.

Afterwards we went to my buddy Austin's house. Nick and I jammed out a little bit for a couple of girls. It's amazing how a guitar is like pheremones (sp?) for girls. One of them told Nick that if she 'wasn't involved with somebody else she would jump his bones.' Shheeesh. THis brings me to the next thing I want to complain about...que quiero quejarme un poco. ¿Por qué son así las chicas? ¿qué pasa con ellas DE VERDAD? Es que ella no sabía nada de Nick, ni su apellido pero ella estaba lista para acostarse con él. Acaba de conocerlo! Las chicas son garerras (sp?).

Ah...for those wondering whats up with the spanish, it´s cause I just got back from spain (which Im sure I will be talking about a lot) and I love spanish with my heart..haha. A lo mejor habrá una chica que hable español y va a leer todo esto. Que GUUUAAAAAYYY. Pos nada...que me necesito acostar ya. Pero bueno no quiero olvidar nada. Hasta mañana ;)

THE FIRST POST

Well, what do I say? First post is a big one... it better be something profound. I should ask myself what I want out of this. Actually Im struggling for time a....no thats a lie. I just don´t know what to say. A lo mejor será más fácil en español. Voy a usar la blog esta para quejarme de todo. Pos nada quiero ver la página ya.